July 2010
I love who I am.
That’s probably why I can’t change for anyone. I try, but it’s too hard. I’m comfortable with not giving a fuck about anyone. It’s my zone. I’m a worrier. Jealous. Hypocritical. And yes, I bitch.
When you love someone you love all of them.
Please love me for my imperfections.
I’m so sick of his job. I know he’s making a lot of...
I got my monroe done.
The fuckhead had to pierce it twice, because he used the wrong needle.
But, it doesn’t even hurt much today. And I think it looks okay, it was just MADE for my face or anything, but it looks good.
Headed to Longview to buy some more red hair dye, my lesser red roots are starting to show. Might get straight across bangs again, they make me look young but they are easier to deal with.
“Tigers love pepper…They hate cinnamon.”
– Alan Garner (The Hangover)
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Eminem is my idol.
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Take me in the bathroom, take my clothes off. Make love to me up against a dirty wall. ‘Cause I can’t wait to get you home, wait To get you home.
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I love this song.
LOVE.
Erin Leigh Fulton
Raincheck.
So, Cody did develop a bit of jealousy. I’m shocked. At first he said he didn’t care…Hm. It was a suprise. He didn’t even mention Matthew for once, it was all Steven this time. I don’t have feelings for Steven, not those kind anymore. He killed those. Cody doesn’t realize how much I love him, I was just bored, shit. I’m locked away in my house everyday...
Today wasn't completely boring.
Played Dragonquest9 with Steven, hung out with Matthew, Jon, Jared, and Aaron.
Cody didn’t even care, and usually he is real skeptic of me being around Matthew for some reason. He used to think I had a thing for him, which I definately don’t.
Now I’m just waiting for my booty to get off work. I miss him.
Tape holds things that cannot stick
and keep leftovers in the fridge
while lessons learned go down the drain I can’t believe in everything All the bad names gone And the good ones were all wrong And so I stayed up all night Slept in all day This is my sound Thinking about tomorrow won’t change how I feel today
Da da da-da-da-da, da da da Da da da-da-da-da (repeat) Never let your mark erase ‘cause broken legs can...
My sister,
is such a fucking cunt.
I met the cutest,
English boy, ever on chatroulette today.
He even raps in an English accent.
And he didn’t even ask for me to show him my boobs!
Why England, why?!
Oh God.
My mom knows me and Cody have sex in my room now.
She picked up a t-shirt, said it was stiff and when she smelled it she knew what it was..
Now she keeps coming in my room smiling and saying “what are ya’ll doing” she is such a total asshole.
She enjoys embarrassment. She like feeds off the shit.
The Boy In The Striped Pajamas
is on the tele.
I hate it, it makes me uncomfortable since it’s so sad.
I’m glad I was born in a good era.
No massive Jew slaughterings here.
I’m glad it’s Friday, Cody gets off at 2:30 today. We’re going to be lazy, eat junk food, and play video games all day.
Those are my favorite days.
TGIF
I live for lazy days.
Dragonquest IX + pajamas = heaven.
NEWSFLASH
For the first time in a long time, I’ve actually came to realize that…I’m happy again.
It just hit me today.
I have been feeling this immense warming swelling within for a few days now, but I was unaware.
It was like I didn’t want to accept it at first.
But, now it’s clear.
I’m happy with my life, completely and fully.
I bought Bowdee a lunchbox.
And a shitton of foods so I can feed him everyday! :D
“I smoked pot with Johnny Hopkins.
—You don’t know anyone named...”
– Step Brothers
I fucking hate hiccups.
My car went through hell and back.
Last night.
It got puked on, in, scratched, paint chipped off, beer spilt in, cigarette burned cushion, lost a few times, beer cans and weed all on the hood.
No more Erin being the driver at parties. And we had to leave early so I wasn’t sober in the least bit, because two sisters got into a knock out drag down fight because one wanted to change the song outside. Let’s just say the...
I swear.
I didn’t know I was capable of causing so much drama. I’m kinda glad I got underneath some skin, then again I just want it all to stop. Aaron wants to fight Cody, whatever, that’s not happening. I’m not going to allow it because we all know Aaron fights dirty and I don’t want to take Cody to the hospital with a bullet in his ass or something. Secondly, Cody is...
I'm good.
That’s all.
Aaron Levy=
TRASH!
Here’s my rant about another thing I hate.
Correction, person* if he even deserves that.
When Sara started dating him, I wasn’t too pleased, but I’m not her mother I’m not going to tell her who she shouldn’t date. He asked me if I used to hate him in high school, I somewhat lied and said no, but mainly I was disgusted by him in high school. THAT’S WHY...
The Final was actually a decent Horrorfest movie.
It’s about outcasts and nerds getting revenge on high school bullies.
Shit, I’m glad I was nice to all the outcasts in schools, since I sorta was one for awhile there.
Fuck Hastings.
In their Hastings ass.
My second day, the only “training” they did was show me how to do it and expect me to be fucking Rain Man and memorize it all. They left me all alone, and expected me to not ask them questions or bother them whenever they were working. They got all huffy with me when I’d ask questions. That’s what you’re supposed to fucking do when you have a...
First day of work!
I’m kind of nervous, I hate new surroundings. Hopefully I’ll catch on quick and not be a burden.
I am tired though, so that’s bad news. I’ll be super tired by the time I actually get off work.
Me and Cody got into another arguement, as usual. I’m so sick of him keeping things from me. He just texted me and said he might have broke his pinky. Maybe that’s his...
I'm not moping.
My ruined day, was countered.
Because alcohol picked me up, bitch slapped me, and said, “Erin, you are not ruined.”
My night is alright now. Thanks to my cousin Austin, a bit of rum, and the fact that I actually got my pussyass sister to drink real liquor.
She has NEVER. EVER. Tried it. And
“Shut up,”
No
“Screw you whore.”
No you.
“that’s...
I should have known.
All good days end in ruin.
Thanks for my endless ruin.
This was pretty accurate for me.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are...
Today I went swimming.
I rocked the SPF 70 and didn’t get burnt.
Three cheers for Banana Boat? I think so.
I smell like fried chicken and cigarettes though, since I was at my Mottsy’s. It’s not a horrible smell, it’s sorta homey. Cody is helping his sister with some shit today so he isn’t here yet. I might go to Graham’s, not 100% sure though, it depends on how Cody is feeling. I...
Ugh.
I hate that Cody works his ass off.
It is really getting to me.
I’m so sick of him being tired, today he could have been with me UP and HAPPY, but instead he chose to go to his friend’s house, and decided to just use my bed to crash in. I can’t go to fucking sleep at 10, if I could I would. It’s too early for me.
So, here I am, again.
A-fucking-LONE.
In my living room,...
Way to ruin my day, family.
So, I was going to go to Longview with my family, until I woke up and Cody’s laptop was in the bathroom surrounded by a drink and makeup, Amber was listening to music. So, of course I flipped out, and now they are mad at me for flipping out. Well, I’m sorry if an expensive piece of equipment that I’m responsible for makes me flip the fuck out. God, they are so stupid, it makes me...
Prayer makes me feel good.
Went to the prayer circle thing for Mason, I know we weren’t the best of friends or anything but, he still needs people there for him. I haven’t prayed in a group like that in years, it made me tingle. Getting closer to God is on my agenda now, since I have put a barrier between us over the past few years. It feels so good. To help someone through prayer is only something a believer...
I played beer pong for the first time.
Last night.
But, instead of beer, it was everclear mixed into something called Smurf.
Let’s just say, I wasn’t the best person on the team so my head hurts pretty bad this morning. And my lips will forever be stained blue.
It was a bitching party though. I missed partying with those guys.
Today=A shit ton of sleep, pain relievers, and my bowders.
Not sleeping finally paid off.
I woke up at one today, and I’ve never felt more refreshed.
No idea what Cody has planned for us today, probably just the usual. Tomorrow I’m going to the High School at 3 for the prayer group for Mason, he needs it.
My mom is sick and in bed, but when is she not sick and in bed? Dad’s yelling at her for being a lazy bitch, or something along those lines. He just came in here...
