March 2011
What antidepressants are you on and how much do they cost?
Pristiq. I have no idea, we haven’t had to buy them yet, my mom had a bunch leftover. I just know without good insurance they are more than 100 dollars a month. We get our prescriptions from Canada, because it’s cheaper.
Why am I not thinking about him all the time?
I got on his Facebook, I read his messages. He was calling De’Lena gorgeous and asking her to clean his car in a bikini. It didn’t even bother me. I mean I thought, “wow, that’s shitty thing to do.” But, I wasn’t even jealous. Am I really getting over him? Is this the last time he’ll ever be able to hurt me?
Lindsay got Evan to set me up on a blind date with Clayton Payne. It’s like a double date. I’m actually excited. The Payne brothers are well known around Gladewater for their horribleness. But, Clayton is the exception. My cousin told me he was really good looking. He has his own place. He has a steady job and his family always goes on cruises and Las Vegas all the time, so they obviously have money. The fact that he has money isn’t the only reason why I’m excited. But, IT IS proven that men with money appear 15% more attractive than they are. They say when he gets a girlfriend he spends all his time with her, and forgets about his friends, since he’s a recovering alcoholic and doesn’t like to be at parties. He’s been sober for a few years now, that’s why I say he’s the exception to the Payne boys. The others are woman beaters and crack heads lol. Melissa said he’s too sweet. askdfj;k I’m just glad to see someone have the same values as I. :D
The lovely side effects of birth control.
Everyone’s having babies and I get a miscarriage. :( At least it wasn’t far along. I’m so sorry. I wish I could just stop taking the stupid shit. I want a child so badly, but I know this isn’t the right time. Blah, I’m so upset. Rest in peace.
